The
Deep
by cm decarnin
Introduction
The story
"Seeds" took place five years after the events of "And Hades Followed Him".
"The Deep" takes place ten years after "Seeds". Duncan and Methos are still
together, but there
have been some changes; and there are about to be a lot more.
I decided
it was time this got posted, even though I swore I wouldn't put it out
unfinished. If anyone wants to see what I've been frittering away my time
on instead of HL, it's up at the
Homeless Shelter, at http://business.mho.net/houseofslack/dslash.htm.
Rating:
Choose # of Xs, to taste. Classification:
D/M slash. Plus 10% treats and surprises. Spoilers:
Highlander: The Series. Duh. Keywords:
Whales. Crows. Still more Xs. Warnings:
Sax & violins. Nobody dies. At least, not for long.Disclaimers: I don't
own any of these characters and wouldn't infringe on the relevant copyrights
for the world. Bat bat. Dedication:
For Olympia, who I hope will keep -- reminding me -- in her sweet way.
Thanks: To everyone who locced "Hades" and "Seeds" so very kindly, with
apologies -- I'm not
in a good position to respond to comments, but I LOVED getting them! You
inspired me
again and again. Date
started: er... before 9/99. Guilty grin.
Part One
"Where are my fucking cufflinks?" It was a cry to the world in general,
but MacLeod appeared
helpfully in the doorway.
"Right top drawer, in the back, black box." It was where they always
were.
"They're not there. There is no black -- oh. How did
they get all the way over there?"
"Probably when you were hunting for the studs."
It was the third crise d'ensemble of the past quarter hour, through
which MacLeod had maintained
a butlerine serenity that Methos was beginning to find more than a little
galling. Mac
had finished his day's calm project of packing up all the smaller antiques
in the place for
special cleaning. At least once every month now Methos had to climb
into his monkey- suit
to attend one of these affairs, and the way Duncan luxuriated in not going
with him chafed
increasingly.
Methos combed his hair in front of the mirror and studied the result.
Fuck.
It would have to do.
He'd let his hair grow longer as an excuse for the ongoing youthfulness
of his face. Luckily if
he smiled for a photo it added lines and age, but he couldn't go on like
this forever.
But he couldn't stop. He couldn't.
He didn't have time to think about it now.
There was never any time --
He went through into the living room, the old part of the loft.
"How do I look?"
Duncan looked up from where he had reclined on the couch with a book.
His eyes moved down
Methos slowly, lingering on his face, his black-clad shoulders and white
breast, his long
hands nervously tugging at his shirtcuffs; the half-closed eyes slid down
his fly as if unzipping
him. Duncan raised his eyes, half-lidded, to Methos's. His
voice was low. "Luscious."
He put down his book unnoticed, rose off the couch, slowly, and closed
on Methos. His hands
went up and adjusted Methos's white bow-tie. "Delectable."
He breathed on Methos as he leaned closer. Beyond his haste Methos felt
a little tingle. After
he got back, maybe they could --
Duncan's big hands closed around his face and neck, hot, his dark eyes
had a look in them -- Oh
definitely, as soon as he got back tonight --
But Duncan wasn't letting go. His jeans, his chambray shirt, were
brushing against the tuxedo
in places. "In fact," he murmured, "you look too good to let go."
Little thrills ran through Methos in every direction. He hadn't seen
that look, heard that special
tone, in a while. Tonight!
He smiled and stepped back.
Duncan grabbed him, around the waist and around the shoulders, and kissed
his mouth, bending
him backwards enough that his sense of control over his body began falling
away, and
the tongue that was opening his mouth felt as if it were invading his entire
universe. He felt
himself suck on it, and writhe up against Duncan's body.
He freed his mouth.
He gasped, "Let me suck you, Duncan." He would barely have time,
he'd left himself only ten
minutes leeway for traffic --
Duncan set him back on his feet, and let go of him, his dark eyes smoldering
and his reddened
mouth gasping. "Take off your clothes."
"No time. Sit down on the couch and I'll --"
Duncan slapped him, sharp and hard.
The pain and the meaning hit Methos the instant after Duncan's hand.
Stunned, he staggered back
a step, his hand to his face. His eyes went wide, panic starting
through him. "Duncan, I
can't! This fund-raiser is the biggest of the --" He saw MacLeod
coming, felt himself grabbed
and thrown. He hit the wall so hard he saw stars.
MacLeod shook back his wild dark hair. His eyes struck into Methos
as he said hard, and bitter,
"I think you've forgotten what you are."
Methos had managed to stay on his feet, hands flat to the wall behind him.
"What?" he said, in
real confusion as well as hurt. "What am I?"
Duncan lowered his head, holding Methos with implacable eyes.
"Mine."
"No..." It was a pathetic whimper, not to Duncan but to his own body,
that felt as if it were running
with liquid fire, pulsing gold and molten in his groin. "I can't.
I can't!"
"We can do this two ways." MacLeod seemed to radiate heat, that Methos
could feel from paces
away. "We can take off those clothes and keep them nice, and maybe
you'll have time to
catch the end of this dinner, once I'm done with you. If you can
still walk. Or I can rip them
off you."
Everything in Methos's depths screamed at him to bolt. Run
-- knowing he couldn't escape.
Knowing... wanting... what would happen when he was caught -- struggling
like a wild
animal in the claws of the predator, garments torn away uncovering flesh,
tender skin bruised
against the overmastering strength enveloping him.
Responsibility seeped painfully through desire. He lifted one wrist,
and tried to make his trembling
fingers open the cufflink.
Duncan stepped close. "Hold still," he said.
He took Methos's stiff-clad wrist in his hands, and slowly slid the link
out through the hole. He
kissed the mound of the palm. "Don't move." He positioned the
long hand on his own shoulder,
and picked up the other wrist. Methos could feel Duncan's energy,
his every move,
through the palm of his hand, the long muscles moving as his lover reached
to set the cufflinks
on a windowsill, and to his throat to unknot his beautifully white bow
tie, the slight tugging
encircling his neck making Methos's eyelids slide closed and his lips part.
Bjorn and Suelo would be waiting for him, increasingly anxious as the minutes
ticked by, needing
his cachet and caustic passion --
Duncan was unfastening the studs that had cost him so much teeth-set self-control
to fasten, and
Methos felt as if he himself were coming apart along with his outer casing
of linen and starch
and silk and gold. The big hands pulled the shirt up in front, up
from under the cummerbund,
and flattened out against his bare skin, making him draw breath.
If he let Duncan
do this... the attendees might even ask for their hefty per-plate donations
back, might cease
support, there were hundreds of them, he couldn't possibly visit them all
in person to apologize
--
The hands against his belly moved a slow inch. Oh Duncan --
The broad sash was undone and
pulled away.
The trousers were unfastened and left to drop off his slim bare hips.
Duncan smiled predatorily
and leaned in to breathe, "Barbarian!" at his louche nakedness just under
the draping
of civilization. For some reason Duncan never failed to find that
disdain of underwear
arousing, and Methos could no longer pull on a pair of jeans without at
least a slight
frisson of erotic awareness. Sometimes when Duncan was far away it
could almost make
him cream with longing for the strong warm hands on the smooth skin of
his buttocks--
But Duncan was not far away now. Those hands were sliding down, smoothing
his thighs as Duncan
knelt and slipped Methos's shoes and socks off, and lifted each bare foot
to kiss the instep
as he slid the trousers away. He rose and draped the pants over a
chair, then eased the
jacket off of Methos's shoulders and hung it carefully around the back
of the chair. Duncan
let the shirt fall gently, slithering down the whole length of Methos's
electrically sensitized
body, as he caressed his blunt fingertips back across the top of Methos's
shoulder, and
...touched the throat...
Methos knew then that he had to fight, hard, immediately, or he was going
to succumb.
"Duncan..." MacLeod's dark eyes met his. "I want you.
I do. But we can't do this. I'm sorry."
He wound his arms around Duncan's neck and kissed under the ear, softly.
"I'm grateful
to you. And I hope... tonight... after I get home... I can make you
grateful too." He
kissed again, down the neck, on the shoulder... and with an effort of pure
will, he pulled away,
every molecule reluctant.
Pulled away an inch, and met the unyielding bars of Duncan's arms still
wrapped around his back.
"You've forgotten," Duncan said softly. Methos raised huge eyes to
him. "I thought it had been
too long since you were schooled... I spoil you. I let you
have your little projects. And
you're so-o forgetful. Remember last time?"
Methos's knees weakened and his breath quickened. "Yes Duncan.
But not now. I..." He found
his mouth was dry. "I'll let you do -- anything you want -- tonight."
He swallowed. "Anything.
I promise."
A faint smile touched Duncan's lips. "You promise?" Methos
stilled within his arms. "You'll
let me? See Methos... that's what I mean by forgetful. You
don't remember how this
works. If I want you... I take you. When I want to. Where
I want to.
"Now."
Methos found his eyes had closed again. The feel of Duncan's arms
behind him, not pressing
against him but immovable, warred with the knowledge of his responsibilities.
But what
was Duncan doing? He knew all too well Adam Pierson's duties
were just not optional--
Was that it? Was his MacLeod finally telling him it had gone too
far? With a dark billow of
guilt he knew it was true, that as a mate he'd become so remiss.
He'd known it must happen
and had gone on anyway, pulling support first from wealthy Immortals and
then all their
combined corporate and private and government contacts, anything to get
the backing. The
tiny organization he'd named Motherlove had ballooned until in the last
five years it had absorbed
and was channeling funds to half the small ecology groups on the planet.
It sucked his
life up remorselessly and left no time for Duncan MacLeod whom he'd promised
to love and
belong to. It was for Duncan, who loved the trees and the
creatures of the wilderness like
a part of himself, it was for them all, in the realization that what had
first seemed local and
sporadic destruction of environments was actually a systematic ruin that
could become irreversible.
Immortals, who could see the pattern and the change, could no longer stand
idly by while mortals spun their home into desolation.
But it meant, as he had known it would, enslavement. Work of an intensity
he had not known
in centuries, and hard as he had striven to avoid it, he'd even finally
been forced into open
leadership. He came across on t.v. It was a priceless resource:
an aura of likable notoriety
that had attached itself to him as to no other of the many figureheads
he'd tried to erect,
an entree to the media they could not afford to leave unexploited.
Madness. But what choice
was there...
MacLeod had stayed out of it, supportive but never allowing himself to
be photographed and never
allowing an unknown Immortal near Methos. They had fought bitterly
about that, but finally
Methos had been forced to admit he could not protect both MacLeod and the
planet. He
had worked more feverishly than ever, against the day when he would have
to leave his identity;
Motherlove operations had to be secure in good hands by then.
Duncan hardly ever complained, just every once in a while dragged him out
of a meeting and fucked
him to sweet sweaty exhaustion. When it happened Methos felt redeemed
and forgiven.
But maybe now he'd gone too far... Maybe Duncan at last meant to
interfere. Meant
to stop him.
And Methos knew he could not stop.
They had to save the world.
The alternative was, in sober fact, unthinkable.
"Duncan," Methos said levelly, "I know we've never had a safeword.
We never needed one.
But I mean this. I have to leave."
"You don't consent?"
Wrong, wrong, wrong response. Something deep in Methos turned over.
"No."
"Good." MacLeod's head tilted a little. "'Cause I would really
hate for you to miss the point
of what I'm going to do to you."
Ancient responses stilled him, root-deep reflexes that hadn't surfaced
before in all his fifteen years
with Duncan. Keeping still... until a moment came to stab or run
--
No, this was Duncan.
Duncan's big hands that had now slid down and held his naked backside hotly
so he wanted nothing
but to wrap his long legs round the Highlander's waist and let himself
be borne down
--
It was himself he needed to escape from.
He wrenched right, dropped left, rolled and sprinted.
Wallet, coat, door --
Bloody padlocked!!!
FUCK!!!
MacLeod hit him like a truckload of stone, slamming the breath out of him
against the doorframe
and landing on him when he hit the floor. The fight was short, painful,
hopeless. Several
of his fingers were broken and it would be wrist and/or elbow if he moved.
He panted
in agony, naked skin creasing painfully against the floor.
"Let me go!" And because it was Duncan he kicked and fought
and screamed out his rage and
pain and exhausted in the battle lay gasping under the weight of the Highlander,
who hadn't,
in the end, actually broken his arm after all, it only felt like it.
"Let me go!" he whispered.
"You're not going," Duncan said into his ear. "Accept it. The
phone is unplugged, the portable's
turned off, the doorbell's disconnected, elevator locked." He let
it sink in. "You're
mine. Now get up."
MacLeod moved off him and after a moment Methos pushed himself to his knees.
Good lord.
All down his front and arms and legs were bruises and scrapes and cuts
he'd inflicted on himself
in his fight to get free. He could feel a lot more that didn't show,
he realized. Ow.
He looked up as pathetically as he knew how.
Duncan grinned.
That was the trouble with marriage. One used up all one's best ploys.
He let his arms hang as he healed. "I won't enjoy this."
Duncan moved up to him and his jeans had been unzipped and there was no
underwear under them
and crotch hair was curling out under the shirt... Duncan moved closer
and the aroma of
him engulfed Methos. The down-curved cock touched his mouth.
"No?" Duncan said indifferently and scarlet crept up Methos's neck into
his cheeks.
Duncan touched the blushing face.
The dinner would be starting. They'd told him how it was when he
was late. The eyes shifting
restlessly, the distracted chat. Frowns. He knew the surge
when he appeared, the smiles,
approaches, gazes -- especially women. As if he were the only one
that mattered in the
room. Terrifying.
Dangerous.
Useful.
He mouthed the side of the heavy cock in front of him and felt the skin
stretch under his lips.
He pursued the thickness with his tongue as it rose. Grappling onto
the back of Duncan's
waistband with one hand he rose up and started sucking cock in earnest.
He felt Duncan
shift his stance and a relaxing and bunching of the muscles at the back
told the almost
irresistible urge to thrust. He scooped up the balls on the heel
of his hand, pushing them
gently back and forth against the base of the cock his fingers were toying
with as his lips
and tongue started a rhythm he knew Duncan loved. The first semi-thrust
hit the back of his
mouth, as Duncan's jeans started slipping down his hips. Methos pushed
them further, clasping
his forearm across Duncan's butt. He felt the big hands take his
head and the big hot
cock took his mouth harder and deeper than he could really handle, blocking
his throat. It
pulled back over Methos's zigzagging tongue, and surged forward unstoppably
through his glottal
attempts to protect himself and into his tender throat, lodging deeply,
stretching and seeking
even more. Methos tried to swallow around it helplessly. The
sensation made Duncan
crush against him roughly, cock lengthening and pushing and Methos realized
Duncan was going to come then and there, giving him no chance to breathe
-- he never had been able to around that Highland cock, there was somehow
just too much of it. The big muscles arched into him rowdily.
Duncan's head went back, far above him, and Methos dropped
his gripping arm to around Duncan's thighs, pushing the jeans further down,
slid his other
hand up under Duncan's sternum, and pushed.
With a cry and a flailing of all four limbs Duncan went over backward and
Methos leaped to his
coat, his wallet, and fled. The back door had to be openable, out
through the den and back
bedroom, a cab to a rental place, then hastily tuxedoed to the fundraiser,
thank all the gods
who had in their great wisdom invented credit cards --
Later later later he could mollify Duncan oh DAMN!
He could feel almost as much as hear the pounding feet charging after him
as he'd almost made
it to the back door, which led out only to a fire escape, in the dodgy
deal they'd made with
the city when they'd bought the adjoining building and added the extra
rooms onto the loft.
He flung the door open, was out --
A huge YANK jerked his flapping trenchcoat out of his hand.
He made it six steps down the fire escape before he froze.
He looked back.
In the doorway, Duncan, jeans snapped but not zipped, leaned, holding up
the precious coat on
two fingers. Strong fingers that suddenly evoked intimate tactile
memory --
Methos looked down. On the street five stories below none of the
sprinkling of passersby had
yet noticed the naked man on the fire escape.
He still had his wallet.
And of course any cab would immediately stop for a geeky naked git sprinting
up Front Street
with a huge longhaired Highlander hot behind him.
Methos looked back up.
MacLeod raised his eyebrows.
Scotch prick knew how he hated being uncovered...
If it were life or death his keen-honed priorities would have made nothing
of a nude marathon.
But life or death of the planet, even for him, was a distant and complex
enough urgency
that it couldn't quite get his adrenaline that high.
That meant he was going to have to walk up those stairs and into the apartment
with his tail between
his legs... His lips skinned back over his teeth. Duncan smiled
benignly back at him.
His bare feet lifted one by one up the metal steps. As he neared,
Duncan, no fool, stepped
out of his way, keeping the trenchcoat quite out of reach, finally flinging
it in onto the
bed.
Methos made his steps look careless and irritable but he was aware of where
every ounce of his
weight was every instant, how that related to MacLeod and to every object
around them. He
struck within two seconds of crossing the threshold, attacking the Highlander
with the ferocity
of a wildcat, knocking him on his butt for the second time in as many minutes
but this
time going for a cripple-grip to end it quick, leave Mac no option of pursuit,
and take out
indisputable ire in a couple of quick snaps --
Somehow it didn't go quite that way.
A hip gave more, a shoulder less, a wrist not at all, and he was being
wrestled vigorously across
the very hard floor suddenly soft with the bedside rug, and then being
yanked up by main
force. Shoulders on the bed, he got his legs wrapped fiercely around
Duncan's upper torso,
but the Highlander surged through them and pinned his wrists with one forearm,
and suddenly
Methos felt a click and there was metal encircling one wrist and then --
click -- the other.
Handcuffs.
MacLeod had put handcuffs on him!
He went completely berserk. He heard screaming and yowling and felt
his body thrashing unmercifully
in every direction --
It had remarkably little effect with the weight of MacLeod holding him
down, and the chain of
the handcuffs secured around the thick steel midpost Duncan had installed
years earlier behind
the headboard of their bed. He realized all the noise in his ears
was himself the same moment
he understood he'd got nowhere and his wrists hurt, and he felt himself
panting under
Duncan's broad chest.
"If you kick," Duncan said in his ear, "I have shackles."
He lay heaving for breath, awareness coming back from hysteria, confounded
that he had been
so unexpectedly defeated, so quickly, furious MacLeod had betrayed their
unspoken ban on
metal restraints, too panicked still to keep distinct thoughts in the torrent
of mentation and imagery.
MacLeod wouldn't kill him. Please --
He felt Duncan's warm breath on his neck. Duncan's heavy hips moved,
over his own.
He was suddenly completely aware of his nakedness.
As he shivered, Duncan raised up and looked down at him. The long
dark hair cascaded down
on either side of them, and even in the daylight, shadow seemed to deepen
the dark eyes
to nearly black, the mouth to darkness...
"I want you," Duncan said.
His eyes seemed to look down into Methos's soul. It didn't occur
to Methos to say anything,
because Duncan could see him, into his depths, as though all his darkest
places were
clear water.
Duncan said, "I want control." He slid his fingers down to Methos's
pale tit and touched it with
a fingertip. Methos wanted to howl again at the exquisite sensitivity
there, but made a sound
more like a tiny whine. Duncan looked thoughtfully at the edge of
his fingernail minutely
moving the nipple's tip. "I want complete control. I think
I know how to get it."
Duncan moved back from him, half sitting up across Methos's belly.
Slowly, he said, "I can just
see the wheels turning." Methos lowered his eyes, but could hear
the smile, full of menace,
in the velvet voice. "You never give up. You never stop.
You don't know when to
quit."
Methos raised his eyes again. "Duncan... Please... I
understand what --"
Duncan's big palm closed over Methos's throat. He leaned on it.
Closely he watched, in hot involvement, as distress began to appear in
Methos's features.
Conversationally, he added, "You don't understand nearly as much as you
think you do. You
never learn."
Need for air made Methos start to writhe involuntarily under Duncan's weight,
despite knowing
that any struggle would only excite the already aroused Scot further. He's
right, he
realized dimly. I don't give up... It was why he was
still alive... And why he... Consciousness
was dispersing blackly.
He realized he was gasping, feeling the blood vessels in his face stop
swelling and his whole body
try to suck air in down to his ankles. Duncan was off him, somewhere;
then he was back
astride, setting things Methos couldn't see on the bed beside him.
Methos's nudity welcomed
the warmth around his thighs and hips. His skin was cold. His
neck hurt and Duncan
was touching his nipples again, each with one fingertip. Their eyes
met.
Duncan said nothing and Methos knew he was not going to get out of this.
A hot hurt and resentment
flowed up from deep inside him, that Duncan would do this to him, choose
this of
all days despite how important it was to him --
No, he realized. Because of how important it was to him.
It was not like Duncan to override
his needs so heartlessly. It made it all the more frustrating that
he couldn't understand
how this could be happening. Maybe if --
Duncan shook his head slowly. "Thinking. Scheming. Trying
to stay on top. Let's put an end
to that, shall we?" Without another word he picked up an object from
the bed beside them,
some sort of blunt, metal-hooded tool was all Methos saw, pulled his captive's
left nipple
up strongly and touched the tool to it. Methos screamed. Then
he couldn't. His lungs
were collapsed with shock, his body radiant with agony, cored on that nipple
that swelled
and pulsed, seared impossibly in a pain that just stopped him cold, flattened
against a wall
of anguish.
Finally through the pain he could feel MacLeod's powerful thighs clamping
him and hips moving
sensuously over his own groin. No! he screamed internally.
It was too much, it was
more than he could stand, it was past his limits, he managed to gasp air
to try to say that
but became aware of Duncan's thumb and finger still tight on his nipple
just before he tugged
on it. Breath keened out of his throat incapable of words.
Incapable of thought. He looked
down frantically and there was a thick plain ugly steel D-ring pierced
through the base
of his nipple, blood dripping off both holes, just as Duncan released his
grip and agony soared
again, higher.
"No!" he managed to shriek at last. "No! -- No! -- No! --
No!" and a rising wordless scream
as he felt Duncan grip his other nipple.
"Open your eyes, Methos."
He knew the voice. There was no reprieve. There was no possibility
of hiding however he scurried
for any shadow of shelter --
"I said open your eyes."
He felt the cold touch of metal against his flesh and his eyes flew open.
"Now. Did I hear you say "No" to me?"
Methos looked into Duncan's eyes and saw no hope there. "It hurts,"
he managed. "It hurts too
much--"
"Too much?" Duncan leaned closer. "You don't decide how much
pain you will feel, Methos.
I do." He held up the tool, admiring it. "This is an antique,
Methos." The sound of
his name in Duncan's mouth sent a shiver from throat to groin and he realized
with despair
he was hard under Duncan's grinding buttocks. He could tell from
the way Duncan's
lips stayed slightly open after each sentence that he too had engorged.
"The old ways
are the best. Direct. Primitive. It was made to ring
pigs' noses. Keep them from digging
into things."
"Mac --" he pleaded in a tiny voice.
MacLeod touched the uninjured nipple. "Doesn't it look just like
a little piglet's snout?" He fitted
an open D-ring with needle-sharp points into the implement's jaws and Methos
felt his hard-on
shrivel and shrink to nothing. How could he tell Duncan that this
was too terrible to be
erotic, he wasn't listening --
Duncan bent down and licked the ringed nipple, and a sound broke from Methos's
throat. The
wound was healed, but the touch on the ring seemed to fire every nerve
on that side of his
body. MacLeod's teeth tugged on the metal, the delicate inner tissue
was reinjured and Methos
moaned. Oh god --
MacLeod sat up, grasped the other nipple, and punched the new ring through
it.
Methos's belly flattened, his lower body shuddered and shuddered under
the Highlander. The
pain was too hard, too strong, he could neither absorb nor evade it, it
swept him with agony
and left nothing in its wake, protests and pleas burnt away, nothing upon
the face of this
sea of pain that flooded with fire the bed of his deepest being, leaving
him nothing but itself.
Duncan brushed his hand across the new torture and everything went white
for a moment.
Flames rushed back across awareness as Duncan manipulated the metal in
the fresh wound.
"Look at me."
That tone. He struggled to open his eyes and focus, knowing on a
level much deeper than thought
what awaited disobedience.
"I think I have your attention finally. Now we can get started."
And Duncan left him there, abandoned
him in his pain. Primordial loneliness welled, pricking his eyes
with tears that pain
never summoned.
Healing sparkled through the wound. But he could still feel a pregnant
sensitivity around each
ring, as if the slightest touch would send shocks caroming through him.
He became aware
again of the steel around his wrists. Metal. If metal had never
existed, how different his
life might have been. Of course there were still ropes and straps,
sharpened wood, and horrific
chipped obsidian blades --
Duncan returned holding ropes and black leather straps. He knelt
on the bed. "Lift up," he ordered,
flicking at Methos's waist. He fastened a broad strap, with buckles
and rings attached
to it, around the vulnerable waist. Working methodically, handling
his skin with ownership,
he tightened straps around each upper thigh, then above and below the knees,
and above
the ankles. Kneeling between the long legs, he caressed Methos's
inner thigh, looking at
him for a long moment. Then still holding his gaze, he slowly pushed
the left foot up the bed,
until the ankle snugged tight against Methos's butt. His other hand
still rested on the inner
thigh. He didn't say anything, just gazed down at him, his eyes dark
and unfathomable,
a slight stubble of beard darkening his face where he hadn't bothered to
shave that
morning since he would be working at home.
Oh god, the reception --
Methos gasped. Duncan's hand lay on his belly. The Highlander
shook his head slowly, reprovingly.
How did he know what I was --
Duncan's palm slid up, dragging over one tit-ring, and bolt after bolt
of electricity speared into
his gut. He twisted involuntarily, gasped, clenched his hands and
pulled down enough to
feel the metal rings stop his wrists. Deadly panic flooded from forgotten
cisterns -- agony,
terror and despair in the touch of obstinate matter that would not in any
way be influenced,
not broken, not abated, and no one no one no one to help him -- Black
horror engulfed
him --
Then he felt Duncan lying atop him, one hand on his wrist, the other at
his face, a kiss beside
his mouth interrupting the scream gathered in his throat.
"I have you," Duncan murmured. Methos tried to bring down his arms,
to cling to MacLeod,
and again the handcuffs stopped him.
"I'm too scared, I'm too scared," he heard himself panting in the voice
of hysteria, and he felt
Duncan's hand slide up his cock, which sprang into an erection so hard
it was hurting him
-- hurting him -- Duncan's love hurt so --
Stubble scraped over his tender skin and Duncan claimed his mouth, tongue
slipping inside as
his cock was lovingly massaged in the strong hand. His body warmed
inwardly, sexual exquisiteness
pulsed along his nerves; Duncan's protectiveness enfolded him, his tongue
fed him,
fingers slowly stroked his trapped wrists. Duncan's hand came up
his side, under his shoulder,
Duncan's heavy weight settled on him fully. He was held; safe; defended.
"Now." The voice was silken. "What do you want, Methos?"
His mind was torn immediately. He ought to want to be free, to rush to
his reception and perform
the duty he had set for himself. But on another level he ought to
want only Duncan, who
had done everything for him, and whose every wish he had promised to fulfill.
Duncan tsked his tongue against his teeth. "If you have to think
about it I haven't done my job."
He pushed up to kneel again between Methos's legs. He positioned
the left limb as before,
knee bent, and buckled the ankle-strap tight to the upper thigh.
He pushed the leg up,
against Methos's body, and buckled the strap above the knee to the broad
one around Methos's
waist.
When both legs were trussed MacLeod moved off the bed and pulled out the
two-by-fours they
kept stored underneath. Their tenoned ends fit into slots in the
bedposts; they were set with
useful ringbolts. Closing them both inside, Duncan laced ropes between
the side rails and
the metal fittings of Methos's bonds, and pulled it all tight, so the folded
legs were held parted,
opened, a helpless cradle for the Highlander's lust. A hand settled
gently on Methos's
painful erection. The touches of the fingertips sent thrills vibrating
to Methos's gut,
upper arms, hands...
"Watch," Duncan instructed. He knelt up tall so that Methos could
see, and took his own swollen
cock and balls in one hand while with the other he draped around their
root a soft, heavy
leather band, its outer layer decorated with small D-rings. He fastened
the cock-ring tight
on himself, his eyes closing and mouth opening a moment at the sensation.
Leaning over
he held the aroused organ together with Methos's in one large hand.
The tips of his long
hair trailed his captive's skin as he leaned further and frenched each
steel-pierced nipple.
The rings flipped up and down under his strong tongue, or were sucked hard
into his hot
mouth, while Methos could only gasp helplessly. "Oh Duncan, stop
-- stop --" His cock pulsed
against the hot shaft of the beloved invader, the organ of love that Duncan
had used so
long on him to bring him to bliss and oblivion. His trapped arms
were desperate to hold, or
to push away the tormenter, but could do neither.
Duncan raised up, and stroked upward on Methos's released cock thoughtfully.
"This is a bit
of a problem," he said. "I need you limp for a bit. You see.."
He reached down beside them
and lifted up the ringing-tool into Methos's line of sight. "I'm
going to pierce you there,
too."
With understanding came the jolt of horror as he felt his cock start to
shrink at the threat, as if
to hide inside his body, and he realized this was just what had been planned.
"Duncan, no,"
he said strongly. "Don't. MacLeod!" He felt fingers
grip the foreskin as the erection
shriveled away from inside it, felt cold pinpoints at the left side of
it, then pain opened
him. He had no defenses that could stand in this tsunami of agony,
it split and paralyzed,
a huge white glare in all his senses. He couldn't move, or make a
sound. Then Duncan
stroked a fingertip down over his shrunken cock, and every part of him
shuddered instantly,
as if the touch were direct on his brainstem.
He still couldn't move. Suddenly the white throbbed red, he could
feel in a way that included
response, but he didn't cry out. He had been laid open, to the depths,
here there was
only one truth, known in silence, awaiting.
The voice of its master came, like a hand supporting it in the void.
Duncan asked, close, "What are you?"
A breath that seemed to come from only blackness and light answered.
"Yours."
Healing tingled around steel.
Duncan bent and laid his lips on the wounded organ. Pain and love
coiled in Methos's stomach,
a single entity.
The bonds were so secure and tight his muscles could relax completely within
them. He could
fight them or lie effortlessly in them, and neither would interfere with
Duncan's intention
or access, neither could change his fate. He was free to do whatever
he wished, without
affecting anyone around him, or even himself. Free to rage, to cry,
to scream, to plead,
to weep his hopelessness and sob his need. To feel. To let
go.
To trust.
Duncan would hurt him exactly as he needed to be hurt; he would force him
to that place he could
not go by himself, and call for his surrender, unconditional. Would
demand of him his
fear and pride like a victor wrenching sword and dagger from the hands
of the vanquished.
"One more," Duncan said, and Methos felt himself still rebel, still shrink
from what would be,
and give a tiny cry of protest. Big fingers grasped his foreskin,
metal touched him, agony
fastened its fangs into him, paralyzing with its venom. Duncan, Duncan,
Duncan, help
me, help me... His head turned to one side, his cheek meeting the
cool skin of his own upper
arm. His eyes were closed, but he felt Duncan lean in over him, heard
the soft rush of
his breath, smelled his proximity in scents of ancient Scotland, and American
prairies, the undertones
of threshed grain warm in the sun, fertile earth, bee-swarmed heather and
rising bread
that clung around MacLeod and filled Methos, longing that tainted his pain
with sweetness,
leaving him completely undermined, to a tenderness that could only totally
receive. Warm breath on his cheek and throat, followed by lips grazing
the soft skin, and Methos's sexual organs swelled, into renewed anguish,
wounds split open by his helpless erecting, sensitive inner flesh hurt
by the steel. Duncan's swollen leather-wrapped cock rubbed across,
new realms of maximized sensation streaming beneath the arrogant loins
through his helpless captive, making him start to writhe minutely, as Duncan's
tongue touched him under the jaw, along the line of the pulse down and
back, onto his face. The Scot's full weight crushed down on his groin.
"I love to take you when your pain is most beautiful," his lover breathed,
and Methos anticipated
a cruel thrust immediately into him. But Duncan knelt back and he
felt something
slender trail across his belly. Duncan lifted it so he could see,
a length of thin silk
cord, scarlet; and threaded it through the rings in Methos's cock, then
up on either side and
through the tit-rings. Methos struggled, every slightest touch at
the steel rings an electrocution
spasming him. He could not hold still. The delicate lines pulled
mercilessly tight,
Methos's breath turned to whines and cries as tugs and still tighter stretches
of the cord told
him Duncan was fastening the ends -- to his leather cock-ring.
"Now." Duncan hauled back and Methos felt the blunt end of the long
thick cock positioned to
enter him. He felt a slight slide of oil, but could not concentrate
on it through the points of
torture skewering him. "Methos!" His eyes opened at the sharp
word, and through the pain
he saw Duncan's eyes, black with passion, burning into him. "Open."
Obedient, a thousand
past commands triggering him without his will, Methos pushed out, allowing
the cockhead
to slide into him, and without pause the Highlander continued to possess
him in one
slow, endless, aching invasion that held him stretched and pinioned.
Release throbbed through
his four piercings, until Duncan began to pull back.
He could never remember Duncan's cock so unendurable, this huge, this long,
as the scarlet thong
dragged with it, back, agonizing his nipple wounds and making him howl
at what his meatus
endured. And Duncan stopped, at peak of torment, and handled him,
stroking up his cock
with a forefinger, pushing at the steel rings of pain, finally, terribly,
grasping around his
shaft, pulling upward, then down, and again, masturbating his cock unbearably.
He tried to
thrash but his hips and legs were immobile in their bonds. And when
Duncan stopped, he felt
himself try to thrust, into the big beloved fist, but couldn't move of
his own will. He felt
Duncan's thumb rub over the tip of his cock, and then roll the cord, stretched
between its
two rings, across it, and he wailed, pierced by eight wounds through the
very nerves of his
sex and by steely shaft that then started again to sink into him, showing
possession of his inner
being as his outer skin drove him insane. He wriggled on the penetration
of his depths,
not knowing what cries escaped him, repeatedly struck through with sex
and pain from
Duncan's hot grip on his hugely stretching erection.
MacLeod withdrew again hurting exquisitely. He thrust in so slowly
that Methos wanted -- wanted
to --
Duncan's fist squeezed, pulled up --
Methos screamed his heart out.
Unable to prevent any of it he suffered again and again and again the withdrawals
that flamed
his torn nerve-ends, the slow re-entries berserking him with words he didn't
know he uttered,
pleas, screams as the tension shattered him, ripped him away from all restraints
as the
need of his organ for release flooded him with blackness.
It went on so long he had lost all sense of himself. All there was
was pleasure -- pain -- darkness.
And Duncan MacLeod. Controlling them. Opening and penetrating
him, hurting, touching, hurting,
now, suddenly --
Still. His hand gone, from aching cock, and Methos felt him moving,
over him, lying now full
on him, breath harsh, aroused now beyond all small delight in torment,
to fuck, to own, to
ram with the heat of his lust and fill with the liquid fire of his pleasure.
Methos felt the final
hot thrust take him, so hard it strained at the bonds holding him, so rough
his steel-torn wounds
bled open, as the hot heavy body rode over them. His cock was crushed
upward with
agonizing sweetness. Continual tingling started in his torn places, wringing
a long whimper
from him. A hot palm slid under his butt and the whimper fell to
a grinding moan, jarred
by MacLeod's slamming into him. By the deep, guttural breathing,
the total mastery over
his body, he knew Duncan was readying, going to come, and, he suddenly
realized, he wasn't.
He was being left behind. The spirit that possessed Duncan in these
moments rode over
him, normally swept him up in its whirlwind and carried him spinning like
a leaf in a gale
into its ecstasy. But he somehow had emerged again, separate, for
an instant, enough for
him to become aware and be left in this lonely, lonely place, grief-filled,
out of the reach of
grace. He wasn't supposed to be here and now he was all alone, desolate,
abandoned --
Duncan raised up a bit and he felt a huge hot paw close around his bulging
priapic cock. The
breath went out of him. He could feel the thumb-tip smoothing up
and down the undersurface.
He hissed and his muscles jerked to the side. The touch went on,
exquisite, intimate,
bringing gasps and moans. Duncan's whole body trembled with his leashed
passion and
he couldn't hold back one slow push. Suddenly the thumb's touch moved
up to the embedded
ring. Pain shivered through Methos in ice crystals, thin fiery tides,
and he knew Duncan
was going to hurt him, ride him away on overmastering waves of suffering,
he cried out
open-throated in panic and protest but could do nothing to stop him as
his love-master pulled
the scarlet cord down, grip tight again on the hard cock. The thumb
slid, gliding exquisiteness
between two realms of pain, touched the tip of his cock and then back down.
Up, then down, till Methos was jerking in his bonds spasmodically.
The thumb touched his balls. The fist closed again, completely, and
began a slide down, pulling the cord. It reached the base of his
cock as his body shook and entered silent panting at amazing pain. He felt
Duncan move, and every touch transmitted to his body hurt, hurt -- part
of Duncan's weight off him, shifting, moving, until he felt, with astonishment
and a terrible cry, the tip of his cock laved by hot, wet tongue, engulfed
by Duncan's mouth. The tongue slipped over him, the fist pulled up,
Methos's voice came again, "No! No! No! No! No!" cried from
him but stopped nothing, pumping fist rending and quick tongue rousing
till Methos fell apart, the "No! No! No!" softer and higher,
then Duncan's thumb slid up the cock into the devouring mouth, touched
the wet cock-tip, pressed in, pressed in, till the slit there was opened
and what was inside touched with terrible pain. Methos's hips jerked
up to Duncan, again, again, and he cracked like a lava-bed, glowing and
flowing up through the stony crusts Duncan's thumb slid on him, turning
him inside out with the sex-pain, breaking him again and again, till his
soft, molten core was entirely open, all of him, quivering, coming, in
every atom of his being. His muscles stretched and shook, jerked,
stretched again, riding him along the crest of his mindlessness, empty
sensation like the wave he rode, born of a storm far out at sea, now rushing
under and absorbing his entire consciousness in its enormity. It
was not even pleasure so much as pure being.
At last he returned into his physical body. Battered, bruised, torn.
Still rammed full of long,
thick Highlander cock. Duncan let go of the ancient's now flaccid
organ and rolled full
onto him. "Now... I like you open and tender and feeling it."
Feel it he did, every move, each touch, his oversensitive cock shrinking
from the contact, pulled
up by its rings, as Duncan took his pleasure roughly. Methos made
sacrifice on the altar
of his heart, the flickering pains flames that lit the incense of desire.
Sweetness suffused
him. It is my own, my own, he felt; my own offering. No one
else's. The offering
and sacrifice he had never been able to make in his first life, because
it had always been
taken from him; that later, he had not known how to give. Reverential,
he felt Duncan cover
him, immerse him, consume him into his passion, and as his lover burned,
making a paean
of his name, he felt himself join, one flame with him.
They came in a mutual hosannah, in the hymn of sex that makes of every
human voice an angel
song, the word that was in the beginning, the one and only voice of truth.
MacLeod was far from through with him however. Methos spent the next
hour begging Duncan
to stop, begging him not to stop, climaxing, and being given no chance
whatever to recover.
When it was over he lay sprawled, all his bonds undone, under Duncan's
warmth and
remnant kisses. The Highlander kissed his way back along the damp
neck and nibbled his
earlobe minutely. And then murmured, "Happy anniversary."
A ripple of hurt and sadness. "Oh! Duncan. I forgot."
"I thought I'd give you a little reminder."
For the first time in fifteen years he had forgotten the date of their
marriage, forgotten Duncan
in all the things he had to do. Grief hurt through him. "Oh
Duncan --"
MacLeod's mouth muted him. When he let Methos breathe again, the
Highlander mused, "I think
I'll survive. Now that I've had my fix." Then he put his hands
under the utterly limp torso
and tugged. "Shower," he said. Methos whimpered and made snuggling
movements down
into the disarray of bedding.
Duncan pulled him up and dragged him forth, sliding out one of the two-by-fours
that caged them
and letting it clunk to the floor. "MacLeod. Why do I have
to get clean. I hate water.
I'm tired. What is this obsession with getting wet
the last hundred years? When
I was growing up we never heard of such a thing. Why don't
we just go back to bed
and --" He gasped incredibly as the jet of water hit him before it
had quite warmed up, and
moved lively as it suddenly did warm up, until Duncan got it balanced.
In the course of
presenting his anniversary gift, MacLeod too had lost bits of his clothing,
especially as he'd
gradually freed his lover from all his bondage, and he was naked as Methos
when they hit
the shower. Craftily Methos pulled him close. MacLeod only
laughed and moved out of the
path of the water, smiling as his tall lover instantly assumed the pathos
and hairstyle of a drowned
rat. He took a huge chunk of warm wet soapy sponge and began soaping
Methos slowly
all over. Aggrieved angles slowly relaxed. Little moans and
sighs accompanied the trails
of exquisite soapy slick sponge and blessed force of hot water beating
on him as Duncan
moved him and moved all around him making him feel pristine and clean and
new. He
only pulled back ticklishly whenever the sponge touched one of the steel
pieces still embedded
in his flesh. Duncan turned him through a last rinse and shut off
the water.
"Hey, I'm not done yet. There's still soap in my hair.
I didn't get to soak my feet. In Rome
it wasn't considered a bath if it took under two hours in different temperatures
and --" Duncan
stood up from drying Methos with a fluffy towel and raised one finger warningly.
Methos shut up. Duncan finished drying and led him out into the loft.
"I have something for you. Another reminder."
He took out a small box and from its velvet-lined interior lifted out a
very long, long, very delicate
golden chain.
With careful hands he threaded it through the foreskin rings, then fastened
each end to a nipple
ring. Methos could feel it tickling coolly across his skin with every
slightest move.
Duncan's eye fell on the carefully discarded formal wear. He looked
at Methos speculatively. "You
looked really good in that."
Methos skidded his mind away from what he had failed to do because of that.
"Put it on."
He looked up at Duncan, really, really not wanting to remember it.
But he knew that quiet tone
of voice and that look.
"May I have some pants?"
Methos's British was a lot more recent than Duncan's, but they'd come to
know each other's usage
perfectly. Duncan went and got a pair of the silk boxers he bought
for Methos as sleep
wear.
Methos put them gingerly on, then carefully, wincing at a couple of stages,
donned the dinner
clothes.
"All of it."
Methos looked around. The cufflinks were on the windowsill.
He reached.
And stopped.
The cufflinks were gold, square, set with black opals, Duncan's gift the
first time he'd had to
put on a tuxedo and frills. Instead of skulking in corners he'd found
himself flashing his wrists
at people -- cameras! -- showing them off not exactly subtly for who they
meant his lover
was.
They lay now in a ray of sun from the corner of the blind, their inner
planes of blue and darkness
glimmering.
The sun.
He yanked out the shade and let it go, whap-whap-whapping as it rolled
too fast up around its
cylinder.
Full sun flared in out of a blue afternoon sky.
He whirled.
The look on Duncan's face was smug, coy, and guilty.
"Lunatic!" Methos howled. "Crazy person!"
He heaved a breath in.
"You set back the CLOCKS!"
Duncan smiled modestly. "Two hours."
"You -- I -- They --" He looked at the clock. Two
hours. That meant -- "I'm not late!"
-- it was nearly -- "Oh my god, I'm going to be late!" He
scurried in a circle, back to
the window, grabbed his cufflinks and couldn't get them in instantly.
"They're starting in fifteen
minutes! I'll never make it, where are my keys --?"
He heard a car horn, and a tiny high voice crying mockingly, "I'm going
to miss the Sacrifice!
I'm going to miss the Sacrifice!"
He whirled on Duncan with blood in his eye.
Duncan took the cufflinks from him, saying calmly, "That will be your cab
downstairs."
"I'm driving --"
"You're not," said Duncan, inserting a cufflink into the first sleeve.
Methos opened his mouth.
Duncan raised a finger. End of discussion, and Methos realized how
limp yet crazed
he still felt and how bad an idea it would be to try to drive. Duncan
fitted the other cufflink
neatly. Methos looked at it.
"Thanks," he said humbly. Duncan pulled him close one-handed, and
released him. Methos looked
up. He said softly, "And thank you. It was a wonderful anniversary
present."
"I haven't heard you scream like that for years. You must have been
wound up tight."
Methos realized Duncan was standing in front of him naked and beautiful.
Oh.
Ohhh...
"I'm the luckiest man on earth." He kissed MacLeod's incredible mouth,
and started backing
away, torn.
Duncan half-smiled, and shooed him. "Go on." He let his eyes
half close, and said, "I'll see
you later."
Methos moaned, closed his mouth, and dashed out.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
The dinner and reception were like a hundred others. Except he kept
feeling little golden
chains, touching him, like Duncan's thoughts trailing across him at odd
moments, like his
lover's fingertips lightly drawn up his skin, his lover's eyes caressing,
summoning him... He
spoke, and as usual went a bit out of control on the subject of survival,
the unfathomable imbecility
of believing that the deaths of thousands of species would not one day
inevitably include
their own. He felt more than one Immortal buzz in the banquet hall,
but they were all
known supporters, not on Suelo's list of fresh meat to greet as she shepherded
him through
the intricate battle-plan at the reception. They stood in no formal
line. Bjorn had tagged
them all with special support ribbons and Suelo muttered a word or two
of background
on each one as she steered him relentlessly toward each in turn.
His whole life was
like that now, he never had to know where he would be on any given day;
someone would
tell him, he would go. He would look, listen, note, assembling it
all in his head till he
knew what needed to be done, and get somebody to do it. If they didn't,
they were gone. He'd
never had much time for sentiment and now he had none. There was
too much to do.
But tonight thoughts of MacLeod kept glimmering through his contacts and
movements, links of
a delicate golden chain that reminded him in things people said or didn't
say, the way they moved
or dressed or laughed, like or unlike Mac, his Duncan, his dark MacLeod,
his Highlander.
He loved all the names his lover had ever been known by, and sometimes
chanted them as a gasping litany one after the other when -- well, when
-- He'd better not think about when. Not here. He was
having enough trouble trying not to feel those hands where he shouldn't,
on his bum for example --
He swung into a spirited harangue for expansion of the massive birth control
arm of the organization,
breeding programs for endangered raptors, and the perilously slow reproductive
cycle of the blue whale.
Oh god, couldn't he stop thinking about sex for one fucking minute?
He got his hardest gold-chain hit when he looked up from Suelo's rundown
on the scientist- poet
who had made biodynamics a household word, stuck out his paw for the two
hundred thirty-seventh
time and caught a first sight of the woman -- and her escort.
"Dr. More." But his eyes were double-taking the other. She
was thirtyish, he --
-- looked younger --
The long black hair, thin legs, built torso, white-gold skin, Buddha eyes
-- really he looked nothing
like
Duncan, it must have been the first glimpse of the hair, long and dark
among all
the rich, groomed business heads and glamor-dos swimming around them --
He looked young --
That black outfit, black boots, trousers and T-shirt, black knee-length
coat falling somewhere between
Lincoln (Abe) and Keaton (Buster), yet the humor it conveyed was very,
very...
...gallows.
Rock star?
None he knew of, though god knew he'd gotten out of touch --
Name didn't ring a bell.
Draven.
Eric Draven.
Eyes when he turned to him friendly enough but -- bored?
No.
Restless?
No...
Grief-stricken...?
The boy took his offered hand --
Froze --
Staring --
Into eternity --
-- jolted like about twenty thousand volts whipping through him --
-- started to go down --
They all dived for him before he quite hit the parquet, but he jerked back
from Methos, staring.
Straight at him.
Whispering, as in shock: "What -- are you?"
And then: "Old..."
Dr. More said, "Eric?" distress somehow sandwiched in layers of -- scientific?
-- calm. Or like
it was nothing new. Suelo asking if she should call an ambulance,
Bjorn bulleting through
the crowd toward them with a pasted smile holding him together -- he was
the one who
read all the hate mail -- and Methos staring straight back into the wide
weird weird eyes --
Shit.
Oh shit.
Oh, what the fuck are you?
"He couldn't have known." Duncan handed him his whisky and sank down
on the couch beside
him.
"He knew. It knocked him off his feet."
"Hysteria. You're a little famous, from the way you describe him
he
was more than a little
weird..." He shrugged.
"He wasn't even interested. He looked like you."
"Me?"
"Like you looked, last time I dragged you to one of these things.
Wishing a heavenly choir would
part the throng and carry you home."
Duncan's knuckles brushed his cheek, and he smiled reflexively.
But Draven had not made him smile. They had helped Sarah More take
him to a little room, Methos
not touching him but determined he wouldn't lose sight of him without knowing
more. By this time the black-clad boy was quietly insisting he was
fine, nothing was wrong with him -- and still keeping a weather eye on
the Immortal, seeming very aware that Methos had carefully not touched
him again since that first handshake. "Please, I'm fine. Sarah,
go on and
enjoy your party. Go on. You know I'm all right. I'll
hang out here a minute and catch
up with you later. I'll be fine." The biodynamicist
left, but not before giving famous
Adam Pierson a look from under her perfect coif that redefined her social
origins and personal
philosophy on violence for him. It took only a glance from Methos
to send Bjorn and
Suelo with her.
The Eric Draven person looked up at him from the armchair they'd put him
in. He made no attempt
to stand up and get on an even footing with the other; Methos had a distinct
sense that
despite the fey, costume-like appearance, the boy had no doubts whatever
on the score of
winning in combat.
Huh.
But the eyes were a different matter.
Desperate. Despairing. As if the answer could condemn him to
a hell he had not till then ever
imagined, he asked, "Are you a crow?"
Fragmented among various trains of thought -- Crow? Methos couldn't
possibly be taken for,
and the kid didn't look -- definitely wasn't -- Native American; bird?
some kind of gang?
a kung-fu sect? -- Methos backtracked through confusion.
"What?"
"No..." The eyes closed a moment, with relief. "You aren't."
He opened his eyes again, and
Methos was very startled. Not alarmed, he felt no threat, but it
struck him that this youth,
this stripling sprawled there in the armchair with steady dark eyes on
him, was utterly fearless,
looked upon him like a lord of the earth, from days when princes knew themselves
divine. Draven said bluntly, "You've been killed, but you were never
dead."
Methos, on the other hand, was finding himself more and more and more perilously
poised, senses
hyperalert. God I hate novelty...
Knowing what to do in any situation was his favorite part of being five
thousand years old. Fresh
and challenging experiences were the pits.
The air around them had taken on sacredness.
Oh shit. "What are you?" Methos made it a noncommittal enough
phrasing, but he knew it meant
butt-kicking truths about to emerge. This boy would say anything.
"I was murdered. A year later I came back. I was supposed to
set things right. I made mistakes.
I can't get back. I've been here fifteen years. I don't want
to be here as long as you."
"You came back to life." Flat. Expressionless.
"I didn't say that."
Oh good. Fine distinctions in Wackawackaland. "So... you're
not alive... you're just back. And
you're telling me this because...?"
"You asked."
Oh. Right. Other parts of his mind were racing in all directions,
one specially to Duncan, what
he would say, what he would think they should do, such as shut up --
Draven prompted, "And you are --?"
"Me? Oh yes, we were just being introduced. Adam Pierson.
Eco-activist."
Draven waited.
"Never, as you point out, dead."
Draven stood up. He looked like some kind of black-draped angel about
to separate a few goats
from the lambs. But all he said was, "It's your business."
He headed for the door. As
he opened it, he turned back. From his flat-planed, calmly beautiful
face, the eyes met Methos's
darkly. "Sarah More is my friend. No one messes with her.
No one hurts her."
Methos smiled slightly. "We're only interested in her money and prestige."
Eric faced him fully then. "Trust me: I can be your worst nightmare.
If it means cutting off
your head, I have no problem with that."
Chills rippled through Methos's vitals. He was sincere, but his eyes
were wider than normal as
he replied, "Mr. Draven, Dr. More and I are on the same side. It
would never even occur
to me to mean her any harm."
Draven gazed at him very levelly. After a moment he said softly,
but with unmistakable emphasis,
"Good."
And walked out.
Methos felt anticlimactic. And a sense of relief that he had not
the slightest of designs on Sarah
More.
"You can't possibly believe him." Duncan had listened intently.
Bristling at the threat to Adam
Pierson; but brushing aside the claims of revenance. He was worried.
"It's obvious<